Shootin' The Shit

I don't like talking to people

over an electronic device.

It's too easy to not care plus most conversations I have over like fb or something like that are short, stupid and petty. This is why I stopped talking to a lot of people. Then I realize when I come back to my hometown, I'm friends with NO ONE and then I feel REALLY bad for not talking to my High School friends :/
I can sustain a conversation for a pretty decent time in person because people (usually) have more of an inclination to talk. also it's just easier to talk in person.

I've also learned that I HATE bullshit. I hate people who bullshit and are fake. I hate bullshitting answers on tests and papers. I try to be as real as possible, but I'm learning douche bags win, then when people grow up they lose. So I'm turning into more a douchebag aka I'm not giving as many fucks about people as I used to. Which is proving to be a pretty good thing. I'm finding out who I truly want to be my friends. In my eyes, I'm not becoming more of a douchebag (entirely), I'm growing a spine and taking control of my life.

Wow I really sound like a horrible person. I'm not. I'm just kinda angry atm. So if I know you and you wanna hang feel free to message me. We will jam/hang.

Peace :D

"Holiday" songs - _ -

Stupid politically correctness.....

Anyways! Happy December/Happy Holidays everyone :D hope this month is awesome as we cuddle and/or share memories with the people that we care the most about (and tolerate the ones we can't stand.) Yes, colored friday and cyber monday have passed us, as the lights go up we get reminded of the joy and glee that fills our hearts as we are inspired by innocence of children and the whiteness of cocaine.... I mean snow (hey oh)

To celebrate I want to share with you some of the Holiday songs that dot my playlists:
Sleigh Ride by Relient K off of Let It Snow, Let It Reindeer
Cute video, really good rendition of the song. This is like the pop-punk christmas album, few slower ones tossed in there as well- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoTyFvZnxL0

It Must've Been Ol Santa Claus by Harry Connick Jr.
Really Good Fun Christmas Song Story, great album too, esp the title track- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2G-dTthydW8

Christmas Time Is Here- Vince Guardaldi Trio
I like the instrumental version better, the vocal version is pretty creepy imo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gmiSPMHrWQ

Christmas Eve/ Sarajevo by Trans-Siberian Orchestra
\m/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHioIlbnS_A&ob=av2e

Elf's Lament by Barenaked Ladies (feat. Michael Buble)
Really funny lyrics, get it on iTunes (the real version has Mr. Buble on it)- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qixiv080feg

O Holy Night by Go Radio
Amazing Vocal, damn good band: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCAKBFTESlg

This Christmas by Tobymac
Good, heartwarming story. There is a new version off of "Christmas In Diverse City": http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TX876kp0jBQ

It's The Most Wonderful Time of The Year by Andy Williams
The version I know the best: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFtb3EtjEic

Welcome Christmas by The Whos
epicwin:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKagQWqr87Q

Baby Jesus Is Born by Garth Brooks
feel the love: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eaVISo9CqxE

Rudolph the Red Nose-Reindeer by Jack Johnson
Twist ending makes it worth it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzCrdQXKx1U

We Got Diggin' Out To Do by You, Me, and Everyone We Know
AMAZING BAND, awesome song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Mj_Z2-Dd-4

The Prayer by Celine Dion and Andrea Bocelli
just a beautiful beautiful song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJkq-U7_8ZA

The Christmas Song by Owl City
This song is good, and it's an original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iugkT4lvzCc

Other songs:
Wonderful Christmastime by Paul McCartney
Christmas Song by Dave Matthews- An interesting take on a common theme
Holly Jolly Christmas by Burl Ives
Sleigh Ride by Johnny Mathis

Albums:
Miracles/Faith by Kenny G
Now That's What I Call Christmas! (It's actually pretty good)
Christmas Memories http://www.amazon.com/Time-Life-Music-Treasury-Christmas-Memories/dp/B00006D2T8/ref=sr_1_2?s=music&ie=UTF8&qid=1322771699&sr=1-2
Christmas Spirit http://www.amazon.com/Christmas-Spirit-Alabama/dp/B000003SM9/ref=sr_1_3?s=music&ie=UTF8&qid=1322771672&sr=1-3

:D

I Like You

Jk I don't
Or do I?
I have realized that I don't like many people anymore because I don't let myself get attached.
I don't let myself get attached because I don't have much hope.
I don't have much hope because I haven't gotten much luck in the past.
I haven't gotten much luck in the past because I really have only had 1 real girlfriend.
That was kinda disastrous because of many reasons, but I don't regret it anymore.
I've come to solace with many of the people I've liked/loved and lost.
Trust me I don't know the meaning of love yet. But yet I still sing about it, write about it, get consumed by it, hate it, love it, come to "aights" with it.

I don't let myself get attached because if I get attached, then I'll get hopeful of something that probably won't happen, so I just let it fall by the wayside.

If I did like a a girl, I would try to go after her. But I don't really know how to do that correctly without just being so highschooler and just blurting out "I like you, where do I go from here." The want to do this is very great but I've learned to just let it go. Try to figure out things for myself.

Also I have HUGE self confidence issues, since I don't have much of a history to make myself believe I'm "good at getting chicks." I have tried to do the whole hook up thing (Still kinda want to do it.) I just care too much about girls to just treat them as objects (There is contradiction in that statement I just don't want to care about it right now). Anyways: Self confidence issue. I think I said it best in one of songs, "Yeah I got it bad for her; Too bad another guy could do it better, he could do it so much better

And he’ll show her what it’s like to love; Hold her hand through the trials and the tough...." 

I just feel like I'm never good enough for a girl. Like I would fuck everything up and another guy could be a real gentlemen to her.

But thats what I try to be. (I understand that all relationships have their pitfalls, but my longest relationship is a month, so I never got a chance to learn all that stuff.

so I guess nice guys finish last?)

So Who Am I To You?

Well this has been one big confusing rant lol Hope you got something out of it
PEACE LOVE AND JOY
:D

P.S. I didn't write this for pity, these are some of my honest opinions.

Writing a T2K Essay I wrote this....

I want to have a family when I grow old, but I found out, as I grow older, falling in love and having a girlfriend shouldn’t be at the top of my list of things to do in college. I’m subscribing to the idea that, “you shouldn’t rush a good thing/good things to come in time.” I should be happy where I am and with what I do. It shouldn’t matter if I have a girl by my side. You make yourself and you shouldn’t need to have anyone “with” you to be whom you are. 

Of course, having a girl by my side would be nice, but I shouldn't focus my entire life on it. 8) #singleswag (shout out to my next door neighbor)

Patent Pending

I will start introducing you to bands you NEED to know about.

First is one of my favorite bands EVER. They are pop-punk, fun, energetic, and they have a real passion for what they do. They are a great group of guys and the lead singer, JOE, is one of the friendliest, happiest, and all around GREATEST person you will EVER meet.

Patent Pending is the band. They hail from Long Island, New York.
They've gone through multiple line-up changes.
They tour CONSTANTLY (if you live in the tri-state area/East coast, you'll be in luck)
They make some of the catchiest songs IMAGINABLE.
you should totally get into them and catch em at a show!

From the situational: Shake Weights and Moving Crates: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmv-BGh8vPQ&feature=related

To the funny: Douchebag: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vg2YcHzf20k

To the danceable: Dance till We Die: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6D6j_e3FmE

To the "hardcore": Decemberween: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsexS3GhjoM

To the heartfelt- One Less Heart To Break: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQkOhQjcW4Y

To the just plain awesome: I Already Know: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCl2gVADjsE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sn5mKAM0PP0

Thank you

Blog?

Why a blog?
Because I'm cool enough that people should know about my thoughts! Yes that's how self centered and awesome I feel right now.
Jk......

Kinda

Well I got some thoughts and some bands I wanna share with you

Hopefully you'll laugh, cry, maybe even pee a little bit

But that's me

-BobbyJae
http://www.youtube.com/bobbyjaeNJ
http://www.facebook.com/pages/BobbyJae/224925810867624